Thursday, November 13, 2008

Sunyata


What is this frozen ground below me? There are remnants of little green things here and there, sprouting up between cracks in the ice. Remnants. Not buds. So I should be careful to not say ‘sprouting’ because that implies newness. There is no rebirth here. This is death. This is now.
Over there in the courtyard there is a fire burning, sitting alone inside a ring of wood. But from out here I cant feel the heat. There is no heat here. This is bitter. This is now.
I could walk for miles on this blanket of ice. It’s hard to distinguish the horizon because the clouds and the snow converge seamlessly. A white blindness. I could walk for miles and miles, unaware if I’m on the ground, or in the sky. I could walk on clouds in this blindness if I wanted to.
And if I died out here alone in the whiteness, in the ice… no one would know. I would freeze into nothingness. I wouldn’t be. There is nothing here. This is empty. This is now.

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